The Eagles Have landed!!!

A small note to say, that I can't believe how many eagles have been flapping about near my home! They are just everywhere!!!
The other day, I was sitting having breakfast and I heard all these little squeaks sort of like a squirl but not quite, and it turned out to be the eagles sitting down by the river, dining on the yucky frozen salmon, talking away to each other. I was very surprised too, when I was driving into the driveway and I saw perched on several different trees, ENORMOUS birds. They are really hudge. And I just saw one fly by my window.
I think they are invading and that really they are super-intelligent birds who are planning to take over the world, or at least Alaska.
I don't really think that, but I wanted to say something a wee bit interesting. Cheers

A Small Still Voice

Yes, I am once again writing on this thing. I have decided that I might just be interested in doing this again. But then again maybe not.
I was on cheese yesterday and thinking to myself many thoughts. I was thinking about a couple of interactions I had with some blogger who wasn't impressed with my beliefs, and that lead to thinking about Norm (Paster Norm) who asked Catherine G about what we believed. Not that she would even know where to start. That got me thinking about it I could vocalize what I or "We" believe and put into words the vision that we have had as a group, and what my personal vision is. I was pleased that I really could do a fair job. I have so far to go before I even begin to have understanding, but it's great to know that I have internalized some of what I've been hearing my whole life.
I was listening to Buddys word at the WSF convention last year fittingly enough, about the vision, and how he first got involved in the Move and when he met Brother Sam and all that good stuff. I found it quite interesting. Anyway, all good things.
Oh and I LOVE being married!!! It totally rocks!! Such an immature description, but I don't care. Oh and last night was so awesome. I was falling asleep just thinking about how much I loved Dan, and then in the middle of the night, I was dreaming about all these weird and sort of nasty things and I woke up when he rolled over and put his arms around me and snuggled for just a few minutes. Then he rolled over again, but he was asleep. It was so wonderful to know he was there and that reality was WAY better then what I was dreaming.
Anyway, it was great and it's great to be married and I even have started having a better attitude about living upriver, though today everything irritated me. But I think that's just the Lord trying to test me. That is the usual thing anyway.
Alright, all done.
Bye
Oh and if anyone is offended by what I wrote, well, quite simply don't read my blog. And in fact I don't really care.

And here we are three weeks to go!

And so we are coming to it. Three weeks from today I will be getting my hair done. Hopefully I will be almost finished getting my hair done, and will be starting the makeup process. Then I'll get to put on my big white dress and hopefully walk daintily down the aisle. I have 3 1/2" shoes so the last part will be difficult. I will try my best! I am very excited. I really didn't think that it was EVER going to get around to happening, but ahha! we are SO close. And we get to go on a honeymoon!!! YES!!! That will be SO much fun! Ok, I know, I am a little unbearable, but you only get married once. Well, I am only getting married once. That is such a reassurance in some ways. I will never have to go through the same things that I've gone through now. I'll be with him, until we die. Having to work super hard to be together and throwing ALL our trust on God, so He's able to keep the two of us together. Yeah!!! How fun. At least right now. We are going to start setting up our room, painting, building a shelf, moving in the furniture as so on. I am going to pack my room next week. I don't want to leave it to the end. I am going to want to be with my family. THAT is going to be really nice to have them here. Anyway, fun times ahead!

Engaged at long last

I am officially engaged! Isnt' that splendid? Not that we weren't before I got the ring, but now it feels really offical. Not to mention that it's SO much fun! I love it! LOL. He took me up the bluff and had me look through binocular... which I was suspicious anyway, and then we wandered over to the part of the bluff where you can see the old barn on the island. I saw the white on the roof of the barn and said so, and he was all irritated ( not seriously) that I saw it before I looked through the binoculars. Anyway, he had white washed will you marry me on it and it was very sweet and I have me beautiful ring now. And we get married in less then nine weeks!!!! YES!!! And we're going to Puerto Vallarta for our honeymoon! Oh so much fun! Life is good..

Waiting..............

I hate waiting! But it is SOOO good for me! Well, Bill is finally home so we will get to talk to him tonight about maybe, possibly getting married in August. August 26th to be exact, which coincidentally is also my Uncle & Aunts anniversary. I am really very ready to have a date. An end as it were to the whole walking it out situation. This last month has been so good and so what God wanted from us and I am REALLY glad that is happened. I am just ready for the next step. But like the visions said, we have to wait until God says ok, take the next step. But I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MARRIED!!!!!! Sorry I just had to get that out. But all in good time. And for all of you who are saying "oh just wait until you've been married for a while." You don't need to warn me of all the problems and hardships of marriage. I know I don't have a clue, but I am willing to find out and my experience shall not be the same as yours. Everyone is different with their own special set of troubles. But by golly I know that is will be good and we'll have fun along with all the other things that happen. He's the guy I want to marry and I'm the girl he's picked out, and we have words from God confirming that it's right. I think that's enough. Plus the support of the body, which is also very important to me. If everyone where shouting no, no don't do it. I hope I would listen and not push something through. But that is not the case, thank God. Anyway, I must dash. Ta

Visions

For all of you who know what this means, these are the visions that we received to get married. I was personally very encouraged by them. As of yet, no date, but it will be the right time when it's set. And we'll let you all know. (That is if you are someone who should know, you'll know;) )
For all of you who don't know what this means, that's ok. You really don't need to. Though if you want me to explain it to you, I'll be happy to.
Here they are.
I saw this Couple walking in a grassy place. There were deep cavities hidden in the earth. They seemed to be aware of the condition of the place where they walked. Each step they took required a knowing that they would stand on solid ground. Time passed, they were coming to the end of that treacherous place. Beyond it, they could see the path they were to take. In their zeal to get to it, they wanted to hurry, but they would not. They kept their focus on the accuracy of each step. As the vision ended, this Couple was on the solid path. They moved forward with firm direction to fulfill what they were sent to do. The atmosphere around them was that of peace and unwavering commitment. -Irene Conrad


I saw a couple and they were working in a field; but I saw that each time the weather would get bad, they would leave their work and go inside. Consequently, in the field they were working on, the planting fell behind because the couple kept leaving their work. Then I saw that the man began to study the area where they were and he realized that this was an area where there would always be stormy weather; but at least the couple could work the field until the weather got really bad. I then saw the couple get in the field and they stayed at their work even when the weather looked bad and even when the weather got very bad, they were responsible enough to cover the plants against the bad weather. As the vision ended, I knew that if this couple stuck to the work they were doing, they would have a beautiful harvest. -Donna Gomez


These two were trying to come into agreement about buying a new home, but each one had specific ideas of what they wanted in a home and they weren=t able to find something that had everything in it BB according to the two ways of thinking. Then the Lord told them they would never find something already built to fulfill their needs as a couple. He told them he wanted them to build their home BB just the two of them. Not only that, but He had the plans and they were to build it exactly how the plans were laid out. But before even that was started, the land had to be cleared and all the brush and weeds burned out. Then they would start with the foundation.
They were not shown the plans in their entirety, but only a step at a time. They would finish that one area and then the Lord would show them what next to be completed. They trusted the Lord==s leading, but that didn=t make the way any easier. There were difficulties along the way BB each one had their way and their say in how things should be carried out, but they found coming into agreement exciting, as one would give up more of themselves for the other through different circumstances.
The foundation was laid - the walls went up - and the roof was attached! Then the Lord told them that it was now up to them to finish the inside and the landscaping. He said they were ready to do that part because of the oneness they had accomplished in carrying out His plan for the foundation, walls, and roof. They were honored that He was putting His trust in them to complete their home. -Jannis Blohm

There you have it. Any comments are great.

Dear God in Heaven

Ok, well right now I am pissed off. And I am having a really hard time not marching into a room and telling a certain woman that she's a witch from shaol and she needs to get onto her broom and fly away. Wow, I really, really, really have a hard time with people who are nasty to little kids and act like everyone else's kids are horrible and hers are fine. Wow, ok, there is a little bit of a rant. But I just had to yell it out because I am most tempted to be nasty directly to her, which I feel is just not the right response.
I am in fact waiting for Dan to come and get me and wisk me away. We are in fact allowed to go out to Rainbow lake with a bunch of other people. Well not a bunch but several others anyway. It's really incredable that we're able to go. But it should be a good time, if he ever gets here.
Well time to sign off.

Well Let's reflect

I had a wonderful talk with Steven yesterday. Thank God for good friends. Life would not be half as rich without friends. We talked about a wide variety of things. One of the things I still struggle with is trusting. I will trust. It's really something that takes sowing continually. Anyway, just a thought. I want this month to be OVER!!! AND I want a VACATION!!!!!!! Seriously. I would LOVE to spend three weeks doing nothing. Laying on the beach, tanning myself to darkness! Sounds splended!
Ok that's enough of that.
Ta

Merry Valentine's Day

We had SUCH a fun time last night! I have to write about it because it was so funny..
We came home from dinner and decided to make valentines day cards for each other. Then after completely that, we ate pizza and played slap-jack. I haven't laughed so hard in a while.. even though we both sustained injuries, it was just the funnest! By the end of the night we were tired from laughing so hard and being a wee bit violent in the attempt to "slap" first. It was great!

A lovely day

It's February... a year ago yesterday I broke up with Dan.. hmm funny to think how much has changed since then. Hard thing to do, but definitely the right thing.. Wednesday we had a great service. We worshipped then prophesied for about an hour or so, then worshipped again. It's always so uplifting to be part of services like that. Especially if you enter in to what is happening..
In other news, I moved into the school, which is great! I am living with Kylie, and our room is very nice. We both have similar taste in colors, etc and it looks really good together. Hopefully the next time I move, it will be in with Dan. There's a thought. I have moved ten times in the last 6 and half years. There's another thought. I am altogether tired of moving. And the more people tell me that "you're not off so bad, so and so had to move this many times" makes me all the more cranky about it. Oh well. It will end some day. At least it will get less after I have ten kids. Wait, I'm not going to have ten kids, so oh well.
Ok, well I am all done doing this, so a cheerful hello to all if any of you who read this.

AH HA

Poor Dan.. he had a bad day yesterday, and a hard day today. So sad... oh well. But I on the other hand am perfect.. ok so that's not entirely true. I do get to run tonight which I am not looking forward too. But that's fine as well. It's good to run. I am really glad that I've trained myself to exercise. Ok, I just saw something so disturbing!!!! Now we get to enjoy a lesbian romance, after the first major love story of gay cowboys. Yahoo... we live in such a sick and terrible world. Honestly... it's become normal to be a nasty individual.. fine to tell our kids that Daddy and Daddy is good and normal.. Lord come quickly. It's a terrible thing to see the decline of society.
But there is hope at least. And I refuse to ever except the perversity as normal and ok... or become immune to it. I always want to feel the disgust and nastiness!!!
Ok, well I must go. Ta

I've Not Gone Far

That statement is not ment to suggest that things are boring at this time in my life. In face things are very interesting. We just had convention. Wow. All I can say is wow. It was so good. Every speaker had an anointed word, and every worship service was really good. The word that is ringing in my ears was John B. In fact I think most everyone is still thinking about it. It was such the grace of God for me to hear that word. Sometimes you feel like you're drifting and losing the vision that you had. And then you get a trumpet call loud and clear reminding you what you saw and what your calling is.
It was so good and I'm going to listen to it again. And read Esther. It's so true though, that unless the spirit inspires you, you don't understand.
Anyway, I thought that for all and any of the readers out there, that I should really blog again.
But really I like my journal better. People can't get offended by what i write in there and it's a lot safer. But that's fine too. I'll just keep the fun stories and breif thoughts for this.