Hell and more hell

Ouch! Pain and shaking etc. The last two days have been entirely horrible.... I think that I am in a test...:) In fact I know it, and I want to pass it and come out better on the other side. I won't go into details. I really need to get through this. Hopefully tonight, I'll be able to have the conversation that will resolve all of this. Lord help... I need you right quick.